[Intro]
One, two, three, go
Oh, oh, oh, oh
[Verse]
Loss of words, I never can seem to catch my breath
Go take a walk and hope that these are my final steps
And if I die just know I been trying my best
I'm overwhelmed, I'm breaking down under all the stress
My hands shaking, I'm numb down to my fingertips
The ones that say that they love you the same ones talking shit
And I was struggling to fit in ever since I was a kid
Tired of people always hating on me, running they lips
But it keeps happening and I cannot seem to stop
Nobody wanna hear me out, nobody wants to talk
I'm burning all of my bridges, no, I don't wanna trust
My mind's all over the place, I'm fucking going nuts
Wanna use me, abuse me, and then walk out
Screaming inside of my head, feelings can't get out
Getting high to numb the pain, I don't wanna come down
Always lying to my friends, I smile when I should frown
And I know I should seek help and seek some guidance
Hold on to my sanity, I can't, I been fighting
With all of my emotions every night I been crying
Can never talk about it 'cause I'm so used to hiding
How I feel from the people that care
I'm ripping out, ripping out all my hair
Don't understand why I even care
'Cause when I need help nobody's there