[Verse 1]
I'm a bastard, don't know what to say, lying every fucking day
Tired every night, that's why I don't wanna get carried away
Kill me, watch me rot away, say you hate me to my face
Stab me, watch me rot away, feel you crawl inside my brain

[Chorus]
You say you hate me, but I hate myself too
You say you my friend, but I can see right through
I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do
Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth
Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker
Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture
I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her
Throw my feelings out the window, I love you at the samе time
Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listеn
Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction
My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them
I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden
Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle
Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled
Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun
Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun

[Verse 2]
You told me not to trust you, you told me not to love you
My feelings, they all miss you, I'm used to hearing bad news
You know I'm not a bad dude, I have lots of issues
My heart's always been misused, so I think that it's
Respectfully, fuck you, wish I never loved you
Wish I never gave a fuck, I wish I never hugged you
I hope that you rot and I hope that you burn
'Cause it's what you deserve, it is what you have earned
[Chorus]
You say you hate me, but I hate myself too
You say you my friend, but I can see right through
I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do
Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth
Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker
Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture
I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her
Throw my feelings out the window, love you at the same time
Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listen
Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction
My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them
I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden
Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle
Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled
Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun
Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun