[Chorus 1: nxrthstar]
Two steps, one back, one right, one left
One to, the bar, try to get you outta my head
Two calls, one text, all left, on read
Why's it like this, was it words that I said?
Yeah, just say you're tired of me
Everything I couldn't be
And do I really miss you, or do I miss feeling wanted? (Wanted)
Everything that added up couldn't see

[Verse: heroine diaries]
D-Don't want this to end
Don't mess with heart, girl, no this not pretend
Rereading the texts that you sent, but mine are unread
If it goes green then, might as well be dead
Xanax my pocket gon' get popped I promise
Just put down the vape and let's talk 'bout our options
I'm tired of fightin', I'm tired of waitin'
I need more, I need fent, I need you, I stay true

[Chorus 2: nxrthstar]
Two steps, one back, one right, one left
One to, the bar, try to get you outta my head
Two calls, one text, all left, on read
Why's it like this, was it words that I said?
The words we said best left unspoken
Empty gestures, what you hopin' for? (What you hopin' for?)
What you hopin' for?
[Outro: heroine diaries]
D-Don't want this to end
Don't mess with heart, girl, no this not pretend
Rereading the texts that you sent, but mine are unread
If it goes green then, might as well be dead