88strait
​used to be
[Intro]
Bran

[Verse 1: dylan lotus]
I'm all alone now, I'm on my own now
I'm left to suffer inside my hometown
My friends are gone I regret it
I feel so lost and dependent
I don't know what path I'm headed
(I don't know what path I'm headed)

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I know it is never how it used to be
I know all your friends and they're abusing me
I don't know how to find the rest of me
I fall to the ground so desperately
It's best if I feel the fall
I don't really wanna fuckin' feel at all
I was doing better then I hear you call
When I hear you call

[Verse 2: 88strait]
I'll fall apart when it's all okay (All okay)
Don't fucking tеll me you know my pain
I'll fucking try, but it's always the same
Three hundrеd thoughts running right through my brain (My brain)
I'm fucking drowning everyday like don't you get it man?
I can't even swim, I need a hug, I need a helping hand
I fucking hate how I look, how I feel now
All of the drugs and the pills I abuse now (Abuse now, what the f-)
Oh no, oh no, I don't wanna feel now
Bleed out my heart, body on the floor now
Find a way into my head (My head)
I'll fade away until I'm dead (I'm dead)
Oh no, oh no, I don't wanna feel now
Bleed out my heart, body on the floor now
Find a way into my head (My head)
I'll fade away until I'm dead (I'm dead)
[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I know it is never how it used to be
I know all your friends and they're abusing me
I don't know how to find the rest of me
I fall to the ground so desperately
It's best if I feel the fall
I don't really wanna fuckin' feel at all
I was doing better then I hear you call
When I hear you call