In the inormity of love
You know I
Seem to just forget myself
My heads so far right up my ass
There's no way
I could ever asked for help
In the intensity of youth found feeling
More like an airport terminal
I'm up
I'm down
I'm inbetween
I'm overthinking everything
I plan the flowers for my funeral

Now I'm sunburnt in July
Guess I haven't been outside
Enough
Call myself a real good guy
Hoping that'll get me by

Thought I was doing the best for both of us
But welcome to my goddamn mind
It's bad with names and worse with faces
It's full of air
It's full of you
It's full with pictures stuck with glue
I'm scared of all those empty spaces
Now everybody's got their quick fix lovin'
I keep my head down
Fuck, I just keep running
Still got that pain behind my ear
It's been there for twenty years
Screaming "Noah come on, you do something"
It sounds like this

Your not that special

Everything will fade

Now I'm sunburnt in July
Guess I haven't been outside
Enough
Call myself a real good guy
Hoping that'll get me by
Thought I was doing the best for both of us
If its between you and I
Don't run until the lightning hits the sky loud
Loudest people seem to have the most to hide
I'm standing quiet with my arms stretched out wide

Now I'm sunburnt in July
Guess I haven't been outside
Enough
Call myself a real good guy
Hoping that'll get me by
Thought I was doing the best for both of us