[Verse 1]
I shouldn't have spilled out all my thoughts
Now they are all stained on your carpet
Like a red wine, it'll never come off
It's hard to clean, I'm such a mess after it soaks in and
That's when I felt you pull away
I really hope this ain't a permanent state, no
I really try to push you out of my brain but I'm
Still zoning out parts of my day like

[Chorus]
I'm half here, I'm half gone
I'm half in the bar getting half drunk
I'm half in your car riding shotgun
I hate that I'm
Half near, I'm half far
I'm half with my friends in the big stall
I'm half on my phone hoping you'd call

[Verse 2]
I never thought I'd be the shitty friend
I hate I'm talk but I'm not listening
I feel you close even though you're not
I'm stuck in time like a shattered watch
I'm trying hard to just pretend
I wouldn't rather be with you instead this place
Ain't any better than the edge of your bed
I wonder if I'll ever get you out of my head
[Chorus]
I'm half here, I'm half gone
I'm half in the bar getting half drunk
I'm half in your car riding shotgun
I hate that I'm
Half near, I'm half far
I'm half with my friends in the big stall
I'm half on my phone hoping you'd call

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
Half clear, half numb
My body is here but my head's not
Rope burn on my hands from holding on