Still learning? Aren’t we all?
A sorry kept promise of self control
The trigger
You are the chamber
And the sorry fact I still can’t remember

You used me when my mind didn’t work
You took my body for its parts
As you knew my heart just couldn’t hurt

Fragile to the touch
Blacked out for weeks
My last attempt wasn’t enough

Dare to see the art I’ve made
Decorated my wrists as a form of escape
A reminder of every failed attempt
Every mark that you leave is a monumеnt

I don’t blame you for this
I won’t blame you for this
I just blame him and еverything he’s done