Not The Same

(Wyatt)
Said rest in peace to my brother, it still gets to me
Ever since you’ve been gone it’s been hard to get to sleep
Been closer with your family than I thought I’d ever be
Thinking about my own life, won’t let it slip from me

I’ve got too many people telling me I’m not the same
Sometimes I just wanna scream and I wanna run away
Gotta keep that mentality, just another day
Gotta block out all of the hating and negativity

Paint a picture of the man I really wanna be, gotta work on myself
I can’t complain bout’ how I came up or the cards I was dealt
Gotta be thankful for the life you live, but never complacent
You can’t get better for yourself if you don’t get out and chase it

Gotta stay up late when you could be sleeping, when demons are creeping
Gotta work when you know you’ve got money and you don’t even need it
Your past could hurt you so you best be careful bout how you leave it
If I told them all what I’ve been through they would never believe it

So I been cruising in my own lane so they won’t get to me
Try my best and maintain with all my energy
I won’t go and blow a check on a chain because that isn’t me
I’m pledging allegiance to the game because it’s meant to be