(Verse 1) Right now
Life is hard
I just don't know how
How to get this better
I haven't got a love letter on a girl that I like
When this got worse
I wanted to end my life
This love thing is a curse
But I still want to stay alive
This shit hurts a lot
You're the only one I got
I can't find the right one to be with
Because you're the only one I want to be with
I'm trying to forget this deep depression
And trying to get you my attention
Because you're the only one I want
And this depression is haunting me
I don't want to deal with it, I can't
I wish you were the one calling me

(Verse 2) I won't let this deep depression take over
You think I'm weird and annoying
I agree to that
All this you've been destroying
I'm doing this shit to tell you how I feel
This thing is for real
I want to make you the most happiest girl in the world
Now my heart hurts
To you I'm a fucking waste of time
So its not U and I
I'm starring at the sky in the dark
I feel the same old feeling in my heart
I feel so alone through the thoughts in my head
I know you want me dead
What am I suppose to do?
When the best part of me could always be with you
Sometimes I get the urge to talk to you
Then I remember that you don't want to talk to me anymore
It's quite sad that I miss you. (4x)