(Chorus) I have a bunch of sad thoughts
All I wear is black clothes
I feel so alone
I've been left on my own
I've got so many memories, so much left to say
With all these lyrics that I write and the piano that I don't play
These things have become a bigger part of my life
Writing songs about you, I would gladly do it more than twice
(Verse) I hate it since that day
The depression which it took me away
And I would blame myself for my death
You wouldn't be with me and I will take my last breath
This one evening the text is stuck in my head
If I came back, you'd want me dead
(Chorus) I have a bunch of sad thoughts
All I wear is black clothes
I feel so alone
I've been left on my own
I've got so many memories, so much left to say
With all these lyrics that I write and the piano that I don't play
These things have become a bigger part of my life
Writing songs about you, I would gladly do it more than twice
(Verse 2) Sitting in my room, staring at the moon
I want this shit to end soon
I had fought for many months against depression
I guess people don't know how I'm feelin
It still hurts, girl what happened to us
My head is full of thoughts, I don't know which girl to trust
But the last time I saw you
Was before I did all that shit, damn I love you