Everyday I’m so confused
I feel so used
Like don’t mean nothing
Always sufferin
Bluffin about how I feel to make the the most appeal
So they’ll accept me. But inside im secretly. Deeply
Hurtin, there’s no curing what I got
Sometimes I feel like a robot with no emotion
And others I feel the walls closing in on me
And the only thing I see is a rope or knives to cope
With the pain. I know it sounds insane. But what do you gain
When you’re told you have no brain
And every day it gets worse in just a little way
I feel like I’m just a second option. My heart ain’t up for auction
I’m at a loss in the word department. Cuz I can’t say how much I need you
But you’re loves a little lethal. Just as equal as an Eagle
I heard requests for a sequel to Questioning but all this stuff’s
Depressing me. I’m confessing the loss in me
There’s no philosophy that crosses me to help me be
Happy

Extremely socially uncomfortable. I don’t show my arms
Because of the scars. I miss the good old days, playing with cars
Pretending I’m on mars. I used to have a big imagination but that’s changing
Because I’m aging. I wish I had it all back when I look back I feel attacked
Because this crap, makes me act like a maniac. But there’s a fact in life
No matter the strife you can never go back in time to change your mind
These pills make me lose my mind
But I take them for my ADHD so im not hyper
So, they’ll like me
But they make me feel so sick
I don’t eat so I’m skinny so they call me a stick
And I can’t sleep so every day I feel so weak
And I wish they’d understand what I go through
And how much it hurts. I know I’m a slob
I know I smell bad. But it don’t give you the right to make me sad
I know I’m not smart I know I’m different. But god gave everyone a purpose when he sent
Us here so why do I hear that I’ll never be successful
This world is so spiteful I try to be a disciple
I guess your actions are rightful