THINKIN BOUT KILLING MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURTS BITCH I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLING MYSELF ONLY SHIT THATLL HELP

ANXIETY PICK AT MY FACE TIL IT BLEED
ITS EVERYDAY THAT I FEEL THIS DISEASE
I GOT TOO MANY THOUGHTS IN THIS I CANT SLEEP
I FEEL MY GUMS ROTTING UNDER MY TEETH

I CANT WAIT TIL IM LAID IN THE DIRT
ITS EVERYDAY THAT I RESENT THIS EARTH
BITCH I BEEN DEJECTED FROM MY BIRTH
YOU SEE THAT SHIT PRINTED ALL ON MY SHIRT
ALL THIS COPING SHIT — IT NEVER WORKED
THE THERAPY ONLY MADE ME FEEL WORSE
MAYBE MY BRAIN IS JUST TURNING TO DIRT
FROM THE NEGATIVITY THAT I EXERT

ALL OF THE DAMAGE FROM MY LIFE I FELT
NOBODY GIVE A FUCK WHAT PAIN YOU DEALT
TRAUMA AND PANIC PUT MY ASS IN JAIL
HANGING MYSELF IN THE BACK OF MY CELL

SHIT PISS AND VOMIT IS ALL THAT I SMELL
IN MY DEJECTION IS WHERE IM GONNA DWELL
GIVIN A FUCK IF IM KILLIN MYSELF BITCH
KNOW THAT IM TRYNA GET SENT BACK TO HELL
THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT BITCH I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY SHIT THAT’LL HELP

THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED BITCH I HATE MYSELF
EVERYONE IN THIS SHIT LIE TO THEMSELVES
ALWAYS TRYNA FUCKIN BE SOMEONE ELSE

GIVE ME THAT GUN OFF THE SHELF
PUT IT IN MY MOUTH
BITCH POP OFF THE ROUNDS
CANT WAIT TIL IM NUMB
MY BODY IN THE GROUND
IM TRYNA REST SOMEWHERE THAT I WONT BE FOUND

IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT BITCH I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY SHIT THAT’LL HELP

IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT BITCH I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY SHIT THAT’LL HELP
IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT BITCH I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY SHIT THAT’LL HELP