[Intro: ralph]
Am I worth this
Scratch the surface
Am I honest
You deserve it

[Verse 1: Yung Vex]
I been drowning for a minute
In my own head 'cus I’m shitty
She wanting friends with benefits
But I want somethin' sentimental
In my room going mental
Making albums, wanting her
Sending texts getting hurt
My confidence is burnt, out
Being depressed acting happy in my own, house
I don’t cut no more nah I sit or lay, down
It’s a shame how it turned out
But it’s just the way that things are
Not everything goes your way
Life gets fucking hard

[Chorus: Yung Vex]
Oh how have you been
Been drowning in my sins
I hate my love life
But, I don’t want to die
Why won’t you listеn
I want me and you bitch
My life is out of love
Arе my pleads even loud enough
[Verse 2: Yung Vex]
Why you do me like that, huh?
Should I move on, go find another, slut
Or will you post about me not being shit
Since I left you been a bitch
You a thot, you a hoe
I need someone better knew you weren’t it, yuh

[Verse 3: Yung Vex]
Why I’m hurtin
Do you wanna know or are you lying
To make me feel better
I don’t need no pleasure
I can smoke away real life if I try
I could do that, before you become a real reason why
I shouldn’t die
Recollect
Your slutty self
You a mess
And you know it
Yo real feelings fucking showing
This our time it’s a talent show and the curtains closing

[Chorus: Yung Vex]
Oh how have you been
Been drowning in my sins
I hate my love life
But, I don’t want to die
Why won’t you listen
I want me and you bitch
My life is out of love
Are my pleads even loud enough
[Outro: ralph]
Am I worth this
Scratch the surface
Am I honest
You deserve it