[Verse 1]
Speaking from the heart but you won’t understand
Only heart you have is when you click it on the Instagram
Maybe you get more but a heart means more than a double tap
When I try to talk to you, all you do is clap back
I got a haunted mind and peace of mind is all I want
Thoughts about my past have returned but in a bolder font
Before I could ignore them but now they sitting at the front
All I can see nowadays are the ones I used to love

[Chorus]
And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out, I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class, I’m always living fast
But always dying slow, but that’s just how it goes

And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out, I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class, I’m always living fast
But always dying slow, but that’s just how it goes

[Interlude]
How many times have they ignored me?
When I try to speak they’d speak over me
I was always nice and tried to calm everyone down
But I guess people don’t like being told they out of bounds
[Verse 2]
And I was tryna fix it, fix up my group
I was in the back, they driving the coupe
I was in the cold, but they had a roof
They acting like animals, who the fuck let em loose
And I was, searching for you
All of you doubted me ain’t that the truth
Pigs ear for my dog and a bowl of stew
For all you people who left with the crew, boo

Like for real, for real
They were tryna kill, like bill
Get the money out the till, they steal

[Instrumental Interlude]

[Verse 3]
Yo, yeah, that’s the real deal
Went to Nobu still can’t believe the bill
But what I can’t believe more is that I can afford
The champagne you bought and still you a whore
Bought you bags from Gucci, Louis, and Prada
The fact I’m not having a future is on the come up
I’ll overdose on drugs while jamming to nirvana
She thinks she got all the sauce but really she got tartar
[Chorus]
And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out, I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class, I’m always living fast
But always dying slow, but that’s just how it goes

And I can see it now, I’m always dreaming now
I’m always missing out, I’m always shouting out
I'm always skipping class, I’m always living fast
But always dying slow, but that’s just how it goes