[Chorus - Ellibobbybrown]
Pain on my life, ruined destiny
Every day I fight, demons can't get to me
Pain on my life, ruined destiny
Every day I fight, demons can't get to me
[Verse 1]
I’m taking a trip to LA
Momma, I’ll see you later
My girl, she loving the reggae
Taking a pill, got a headache
Losing my idols I wish it weren’t true
But the pain that they had they gone give it to you
Don’t worry bout nothing, one day I’ll be something
I know what I’m doing, she cry when I’m bluffing, I know
Nowadays my house ain’t my home
Getting away, got nowhere to go
I am the goat, just look at my flow
Nah I’m just kidding, I’m starting it slow
Nah I’m just joking, you already know
That she tеlling me she don’t love mе no more
Ain’t myself when I’m with my bros
Hanging with them is like playing a show
Hanging with them is like doing the most
I never knew what to do when you gone
I never knew what to do with my soul
And you wanna suck me while playing my songs
Showing you off to all of my friends
Head to the party we inside a Benz
You loving Hollywood, I’m missing home
Said that I’m sorry, tomorrow I’m gone
[Chorus - Ellibobbybrown]
Pain on my life, ruined destiny
Every day I fight, demons can't get to me
Pain on my life, ruined destiny
Every day I fight, demons can't get to me
[Verse 2 - Oliver Walker]
Why do I hate myself
Trying so hard just to love myself
Putting my problems up on to a shelf
The shelf is now breaking, can’t fix myself
Told me I’m broken but ain’t just fix me
I ain’t not toy but she play with me daily
I wanna know why she ain’t calling back yet
Never tell me if she mad or she upset
I gotta go in the morning
4 am I’m zoning
I want to but I ain’t going
Killing myself so slowly
Giving up, oh so quickly
I wish they could just help me
But still, I’m sinking deeply
In a hole, I dig up weekly
[Chorus - Ellibobbybrown and Oliver Walker]
Pain on my life (on my life)
Ruined destiny (ruined destiny)
Every day I fight (Every day I fight)
Demons can't get to me (no, no, no, no)
[Outro - Ellibobbybrown]
Pain on my life, ruined destiny
Every day I fight, demons can't get to me
