[Verse]
I tell myself it's all good, even when I know it’s not
I got big dreams of a marriage and a plot
But my best friend told me I have to stop
Focus on your grades and let the coins stack up but
You see things differently when you’re in my head
Regretting every single DM that I use to send
No happy ending for this dumb kid
I mean, come on, does anyone give a shit?

I was talking to this bitch about a year ago
Told her all my secrets, told me she would never let me go
Now I’m on the edge with a knife to my neck
Ten dollar pair of jeans with a pearl necklace
Damn

[Chorus]
Told her momma she don’t think that I’m the right man
Lonely night spent chilling with my right hand
I’ll tell you, this was never part of my plan
Imma make it, I just need one chance

Told her momma she don’t think that I’m the right man
Lonely night spent chilling with my right hand
I’ll tell you, this was never part of my plan
Imma make it, I just need one chance
[Interlude]
You forgot my birthday, Oli?
For real? You forgot my birthday?

[Verse]
"Happy Birthday", it’s never truly belated
I know we just friends, it feels like we related
Smoking on weed it got me feeling amazing
Too much on my mind, I’m bout to cave in
Look up, you know the sky is the limit
Instagram life is the life you wish you were living
Cause everyone in real life ain't the same as they image
So go back to the fantasy while i be chilling

Wake up and it's back to reality
5 damn year i spent in captivity
Trapped in somebody that I didn’t even know
I wasn’t chilling with my friends I was putting on a show
Like wow
Looking in the mirror, see the bigger picture
Shit be getting blurry but the meaning’s clearer
I still feel alone even when I'm with ya
So maybe I should leave, don’t want another lecture

[Chorus]
Told her momma she don’t think that I’m the right man
Lonely night spent chilling with my right hand
I’ll tell you, this was never part of my plan
Imma make it, I just need one chance
Told her momma she don’t think that I’m the right man
Lonely night spent chilling with my right hand
I’ll tell you, this was never part of my plan
Imma make it, I just need one chance