[Verse 1]
I'm not who I used to be
I wouldn't know that guy if he was standing in front of me
I got this tendency
Just leave it up to me, to be sad in paradise

[Bridge]
I got a good heart but fuck it up for the art
Had a good life, I could never really see that
Got so bad, lookin' for love in the trash
If I had it, I wouldn't know how to keep it

[Chorus]
Well, maybe I'm a mess
And maybe I'm depressed
And maybe I'll just find out who I am and I won't like who it is
And I'm a wreck
I do it for the sex
And maybe I gotta realize this is as good as it gets
(Maybe)
(Maybe)

[Verse 2]
I try to retrace my steps
Maybe I'll find where it all fell apart, but I haven't yet
Cash in another check
Yeah, I'm spending all my money just trying to forget