There was a time, where I feared those I met would reject

Where I thought I’d best not speak since I’d never connect

I’d never find someone who thought my voice had use, not a soul foreseen opposite of the glass screen

But soon my life turned into a shrine for useless words

It’d be so nice to speak and know for sure someone heard

“I’ll be alright, despite if someone gets hurt”, That I liked to vow, so then why, did I let myself down..

Right now, I know that if I go nothing will change, yes without delay the world will spin on either way

“In that case its okay”, so I want to say, but I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake

I’m afraid cause I’d want to be missed. See, the sad truth is-

I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong. Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song

As I write from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors. Reaching out to be

Say, for instance, that the role I hold could be reassigned

My existence from a mold, just another design, it would make sense if no one regrets or minds
There’s no need to be if no one would miss me. “Selfish” they call it, but hope is so ambivalent

It’s pointless to believe in something that can’t be achieved

“I’m not alone”, I tried to swear, but now I wish I hadn’t dared, cause now I see that fantasy cut clearly

So, if you can hear me, will you say you’ll wait

Or hello, its pointless but I’m asking all the same

I’m aware no ones there, or at least still cares

I can get and accept no one expects much of me, I just want to know I’m more than a ghost

Right now, I know that if I go nothing will change, yes without delay the world will spin on either way

“In that case its okay”, god I want to say, but I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake

I’m afraid, plain pathetic, cause you see the sad truth is-

I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong. Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song

Come on talk, go on mock, this time I won't fight, cause I mean, I can’t be somebody else, right..

As I cry from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors. Reaching out to be..