[Verse 1]
She sees the size of my toys
Of course I’m a player
Failing doesn’t scare me anymore
Soaked in tears of pain
Dry your diamonds
When they shine all the way up there
She sees us and I realize just how beautiful the sky is
My hands are on a pistol, a teflon vest is on my back
We grew up in the wind and in the ashes
But I would rather die near the ocean
Hein, I need to get her out of this coma, with or without money
Held back because of time, ego, and the love of money
I’m talking to the walls, I hear her wisper to me that I broke her heart
Yesterday again you had my name on your tongue
At dawn, you started acting different
Wherever life takes us, you told me that loving wasn’t everything
Nothing is mines, nothing is ours
I would rather die rich and lonely than to be out there breaking my back for minimum wage
Bottle of alcohol, zoning out, drunk, pistol wip whoever gets in my way
The story of my life on CD, my music in your trap house
To our deaths, to whathever we have left on picture
We hold our heads high, we were born to die standing tall
We’ll still put up a fight
I forgot what it was like to feel alive
As long as the sun keeps rising, with or without love
As long as my mom won’t be set for life
I left, I took some risks
But I won’t return home broke
That’s what I told you , and I’ll keep my promise
I didn’t have any change of heart
I’ve got some time on my hand, and I’m not tired
My troat is sore, my pain is numbered
If you hear my voice that means that I’m still in one piece
I told you to wait for me, that I was at war
You waited for me, and you ended up losing me
I always knew it would be like this, I saw things clearly
Forget about it, I’m not hurt anymore
I’m talking to the moon, I can see your reflection in the water