[Verse]
On Instagram, I get sent n***s and phone numbers
I love the woman gender to much to only love one : my biggest flaw
I love a woman but it's complicated, it’s very complicated
She dries her tears, she abdicated, know that we'll break up
It's way harder then I tought to have a child
To love his mother but to separate, so we can live better together
I am tired, it’s three in the morning, a 14th of December
I write this text with a cognac, some cigs and ashes
I shelter in my thoughts, so I can't think about it anymore
My eye gets red 'cause it's drenched, all bloody
I beg on life to let me go when it gets real tough
I pray at night, suffering as hell waiting for a sign
It's hard when it becomes easy, my heart has spoken
It becomes hard even to talk about it so I won't talk too much
From the fear of being sober to fear of being a dad, some road, I've traveled
From nothing in my pockets to Porsche Carrera, some road, I've traveled
Same smile, different wounds, same account, different amounts
Life, a sentence, love is only a retainer of it
I fucked without a condom again, she tells me it’s not the same result
I think it’s because of all that that I write all that

[Outro]
Last album or maybe not, life will tell us