[Intro: Kianush]
I do not give a damn, just one last time
[Verse 1: Kianush]
Do I push a bullet into the drum of the revolver
Or I get into the 22-incher and go full throttle
The tie around my neck is getting tighter and tighter, I'm getting so tired of all this
Maybe I'll come closer to you from the 18th floor
Pour me death in a glass and I drink
Drink until the voice inside me disappears
Eating capsules like sweets, mix me a cocktail
Friends text me on WhatsApp and I answer: "Okay"
Hallucinations, I get tired and see ghosts
Can not move my body and sink like in quicksand
Do you hear how the clock is ticking, ticking, ticking? I'm running out of time
My heart rate drops and the voices get quieter
Mom, I am..
[Pre-Chorus: Kianush]
..Suicidal!
I do not give a damn, just one last time
I want to hear how you say that you love me
Already my seventh glass, I do not think anymore
Im crazy, what if the bullet flies?
What have we done? That was not planned
You are no longer here, baby, rest in peace
I can't stand it anymore, a thousand voices in my head
And one of them says:
[Chorus: Kianush]
"Suicide!"
I do not give a damn, just one last time
I want to hear how you say that you love me
Already my seventh glass, I do not think anymore
Im crazy, what if the bullet flies?
What have we done? That was not planned
You are no longer there, baby, rest in peace
I can't stand it anymore, a thousand voices in my head
And one of them says, "Suicide!"
[Verse 2: PA Sports]
I do not want to hear anything, I hate you all
Is it true that endorphins come back when you're drowning?
I'm looking for the ocean, I want to test how far I can get
Trying for years to counter all the blows of fate
My life has no value when my life is gone
I sink into panic at night and load the full-automatic gun
Wanna blow the the bullet into my skull, even if it's haram
Everything went systematically - broken because you are not here
Baby, will we ever meet again outside the matrix?
Overdose Tramadol, the pain is not reparable
Please send me a signal, just a sign, a message
I would follow you to hell if you expect that from me
Baby, I am..
[Pre-Chorus: Kianush]
..Suicidal!
I do not give a damn, just one last time
I want to hear how you say that you love me
Already my seventh glass, I do not think anymore
Im crazy, what if the bullet flies?
What have we done? That was not planned
You are no longer here, baby, rest in peace
I can't stand it anymore, a thousand voices in my head
And one of them says:
[Chorus: Kianush]
"Suicide!"
I do not give a damn, just one last time
I want to hear how you say that you love me
Already my seventh glass, I do not think anymore
Im crazy, what if the bullet flies?
What have we done? That was not planned
You are no longer there, baby, rest in peace
I can't stand it anymore, a thousand voices in my head
And one of them says, "Suicide!"
I do not give a damn, just one last time
I want to hear how you say that you love me
Already my seventh glass, I do not think anymore
Im crazy, what if the bullet flies?
What have we done? That was not planned
You are no longer there, baby, rest in peace
I can't stand it anymore, a thousand voices in my head
And one of them says, "Suicide!"