[Verse 1]
I wanted to blow my brains out
Or jump off the roof of my building
In the silence, open my veins
Or I'll shoot up the meds
If I kill myself for good
What are they going to tell my parents ?
Mister, Madame, your son was drugged
He didn't leave anything when he left
Speaking of that
Everything's so much better since I drink
Everything looks so old since I see
That even at 20 I lost my voice
Liver, or even both
I dreamt about cutting my throat
Mixture of blood and saliva
You got to see what the fuck I'm getting myself into
Here's my last attempt
So I knocked with my bare hands into ramshackle walls
In faded jeans
I dream about moving forward
Right now I'm just finishing up my flash from the last day
Razor blade
First opening
Second opening
Third opening
My tears and my blood on the blanket
Brother, it's hard, but this time I'm sure