[Verse 1]
I sincerely send my deepest apologies
Please accept my apology, from deep in my heart
Though I can't grasp this entire situation
I'm still trying to understand it, but its not enough
I feel everyday is endless and dark, this repeats daily

From memory, I was only use to seeing my parents leave each day for us
As their son, by extinct I stood up to protect them
But I can only imagine how hard it must of been for the people on the other side too
So I will try my best to take responsibility for this situation

[Chorus]
My mind is extremely loud, and all I see is darkness
I can't find my way, I can't see anything
I lack understanding, I'm trying but I'm struggling
I sincerely and truly apologize, I’m very sorry

[Verse 2]
I feel the weight of responsibility on my shoulders, I'm suffocating
I see light on the other side of this window, but so dark here inside
My phone keeps ringing, and my mind is too loud
Please I just need some time, only If I could stop time for just one moment

I feel like they've taped my mouth shut and forced my silence
As I'm reading the comments and news my heart feels like its about to stop
I’m staring at the ceiling sitting on my chair, struggling to breathe
I fear if my eyes shut they won't open again, but I'm starting to doze off
But this must be a nightmare, one that I can't wake up from
I'm figuring out If I've fallen asleep and if I'll wake up again

From nights with endless tears, to nights dry as withering flowers
I want to scream how painful this is but I'm to scared to expose my truth
Because I've become too exhausted and I've lost everything
I’m sick and tired of acting like Im okay and that I'm barely hanging on
I honestly believed in the saying, everything shall pass in time
It seems true that time is the only cure but I don't have enough
Stories without facts about me hiding, selling my house and running away
And avoiding his parents situation, and that Microdots only pretending to take responsibility

Meanwhile I was finding out the truth about this situation for the first time
It had taken me over 3 weeks to even get a grasp of my parents situation
But I'm not much of an attention seeker so I didn't share this on social media
Fact: I never hid, nor have I ever ran away
From this situation, which I found out for the first time in my life with the world
Also through the media, so it took my a while for my head to get around this
Because it was different to the others, It was very new
But as I stated at the very start
I tried my best that I could do, to take responsibility of my parents situation
From meeting the people on the other side to conversations with my dad through a blocked window
My first public statement was a mistake through shock, nerves and anxiety
Many people were effected due to the start of Microdot's parents issue
Young Microdot has now woken and realized his mistake

[Chorus]
I've never left this place right here
I'm right here, but no one sees me

[Outro]
My mind is extremely loud, and all I see is darkness
I can't find my way, I can't see anything
I lack understanding, I'm trying but Im struggling
I sincerely and truly apologize, I'm very sorry