Recreate a memory about something that hurts
If I'm lucky then I will feel it
I am never as alive as when everything burns
If I'm lucky then blood will run

I have treated my weaknesses
As if they were my best friends

It feels like I'm swimming
From island to island
I never find home

It's hard to stand up
It's hard to stand up when

Too much time everywhere
Too little time for anything at all

Everything is chafing
Nothing is felt
Touch my skin
Nothing is felt

I have treated my weaknesses
As if they were my best friends