Where I stand, I hope you can reach my hand
Cuz I just can't move my feet
And when you're mouth moves, saying that you care about me
I'm programmed to just shut down and leave
And I know that I complain, and have so many issues
And I thank you for letting me cry in your car, cuz I know that it won't get me far

I'm an addict and I'm ill and I don't know if I can change
But I'm happy to give it a shot
Cuz you make me want to be a better person when a year ago I thought I could not
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives, I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want in my life
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives, I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want me alive

When you're in bed, asleep next to me and you wouldn't let me if I tried to leave
We sat in that cardboard box and I told you what had happened to me and you said you'd do your best to make me happy

Cuz I'm an addict and I'm ill and I don't know if I can change
But I'm happy to give it a try
Cuz you make me want to be a better person and a year ago I wanted to die
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives, I got a history of screams to stay away from me so I'm happy you want in my life
And I got PTSD from my family, I'm still mad at their ex wives, I got a history of screams to stay away from me so
I'm happy you want me
I'm happy you want me
I'm happy you want me alive

*sigh*