[Verse 1]
At time like this is when I miss my bitch
Sit and reminisce
Never disrespect you quick you too legit
I'm in the bottom sliding high and gliding
Man I swear I hope I fucking find you
Drowning bleach within my eyelids
See, this is what I get, for fucking with your heart
Instead of putting you through all this nonsense
Labels wanna sign me now when they said I wouldn't
Amount to shit
Now how I'm 18 and fucking groupies in hoopties when I was broke as fuck in my momma's crib
Doing this oh so nonchalant
Doing drugs in apartment beds
So profound we off this shit but back to you
I'm staring at the man up in the mirror but I couldn't see him
We clear that I'm clearly lonely
And sittin' you clearly know me
You get it but where my conscious at?
Where was you when I overdosed
Nearly catchin' a heart attack
Lowkey I be off Percocets
Just to numb all them bitches
Just to see all them living this
Hate this life how I'm living it
Mom's Jehovah Witnesses
Pops ain't never seeing him
Clout I never cared for it

[Chorus]
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay, fuck that n***a, fuck that n***a
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay
Ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
Fuck that n***a
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you

[Verse 2]
And now it kills me inside
But I stay quiet I can croft the sadness
As long as you happy I'm vibin' as long as you smilin' I'm breathin'
And I know I can't be your keeper
But these secrets they just like slit skin
Throw alcohol on in my gash when you clean it
I'm scheming for riches no disrespect but you my bitch
I disrespect the cash made quick shit
I just love you till the end
Until the world falls and we burn in a deep hell and abyss
And from the devil, I hope you love my potion just get a lick
Give me chances within' the candle to spark it and get it lit
But like fuck it you had to dip
And in the end, I look like a bitch cause I couldn't love you legit
In the end, I look like a bitch cause I couldn't love you legit
Fuck

[Chorus]
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay, fuck that n***a, fuck that n***a
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay
Ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
Fuck that n***a
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you