It ain't u dont take it personal im really just a introverted person on the surface
When i got hurt and no heard it
Complaining when i know deep down inside i might deserve it x 2

I dont believe it but i hope the best
I dont fuck with people so i leave em without no regret
She ain't have to trust me and she did but i dont know the rest
Start off unconditional become a different motive next
Long nights embedded in my head that i ain't gon forget
Argue til we fuck u cancel work and now we overslept
Member i would hold u when u cry it got my shoulder wet
She just wanna love me dont believe her so it’s no affect

I ain't scared of shit in life except a lonely death, where i go out in a blur of blackness with no one left
When i can't roll my life in a blunt and just smoke to death
Where i can't feel the compassion inside my bone and flesh
Thats a fate that i dont wanna face
I move but ain't gettin nowhere its like i run in place
Ain't it ironic im taking shit i dont wanna take
Bittersweet is a bitch to be i dont wanna taste

But it ain't u dont take it personal
I dont desire to make u out as accountable
The hands of time came around
I pointed out at u
U used to be my number one
I used to count on u
My frequencies all decrease when i hear the sound of u
Im terrified to this day what i know i found in u
And when i picture u its a aura surrounding u
Sometimes it feel like the obstacle insurmountable
Uh , its only fair at least as fair as life
Stuck inside a body i dont like now thats a parasite
Angel on my shoulder fight the demon who appear at night
Suffer from exhaustion of the need to get my errors right

Breathing air is like a drag
Tryna think bout what i got
Forget about the shit i had
Tryna move forward at the same time
Moving past, we got scars from all this shit but we just cover it with cash