Will i be forgotten,and will you then forgive
I cannot be forgiven for all the wrongs that i did
Comitted to your heart,but i still comitted crimes
By rippin it to pieces and then litted on your life
See i predict the future,im toasting for the highs
A model bitch beside me,poppin bottles every night
And they want to befriend me, i got something they all want
But they dont know im empty,walking dead under the sun

Beautiful days in grace,everything lost and stays
Said all this fame and fortune,is it really worth the pain
That im causing us to suffer cuz my ego felt enslaved
So i betrayed the trust we biult together through the mace
All the bricks that we laid,all that labor with no bay
Was it all for nothing,why did we leave it to faith
We started out of greatness,was it really just the waste
Flushing it down the drain,what ever feelings remain
Insane for sticking together,no umbrella through the rain
Riding out the storm hoping that everything has changed

I thought i needed the women,i thought i needed the fame
Did i need recognicion cuz when all that finally came
And you werent there beside me,how bad i needed you near
No one else took up fighting,telling my biggest fear
Plus i ain't really that famous, and im barely out of broke
And flashing lights are contagues,and i was lost with no hope
Couldn't cope with the pressure of not making you smile
Kept you my hidden treasure,til i finally turned senile
And i forgot you

No matter how far i sail,no matter how deep i dug
You was lost in eternal of me not bein enough
With you not able to trust,when did this happen to us?
When did we both grow apart,ran rapidly out of love
Too dark to light a spark,we crawling how could we walk
We stalling,cuz none of us wanted to start a new life apart
Brave souls have all gone lost,emotions to beat the cave
Im better not take a sip in the rivers in witch you bath
Said im bitter,but as long as you are doin better
Cuz i dont want you to hurtbut i dont wanna be hurt

They say ignorance is virtual,i wonder wich one i worse
Not knowing when letting go or knowing when stayin put
I know a was i bastard,not givin it all i could
A crook in your castle,and i dont mean urban gear
See you were my pretty women,i wasn't your richard gear
You needed a better man,a man i just couldn't be
You loved the man that i was,baby that is no longer me
Im selfish for holding on,but i loved you for so damn long
Since teasha been in my team,inspiring every song
But emotions are deseased and im sickening of to deseas
The feelings i keep within me are getting the best of me
See i just needed to went,cuz im loosing my best of friends
And i can no longer pretend,but thank you for listening