Flashing lights
Habits fight
To keep me out in this active night
Bass is knocking it can shake the floor
Faces talking while the drank is poured
My racing heart is trying to take some more
But I feel the pull to bounce and race for doors
I don't understand why I'm here right now
Obvious answer's get wasted, sure
Been making music, I can make some more
At another time
Maybe during a moment when the sun will shine
Cuz at night everything's undefined
Then procrastination gets underlined
If I work all day and I party all night for the fun I find
When does realness come into play?
Say I'll get it a different day
Keep praying that soon I'll hit my pace
Got a bad lady in my face
Deadlines, I got deadlines
Bros tryna make sure I'm set, kinda
Wanna guarantee that we fetch dimes
But somewhere somebody else is working
He's hungry and he's deserving
He needs money, and he senses purpose
He'll reach his before I reach mine... cause nothing deters him
No wild nights that break his focus
No regrets when those dates are over
Finish goals, celebrating closure
While I'm here, inebriated posing
And all my actions cast doubt on whether I really wanna have greatness moments
That's failure