[Intro: XXXTENTACION]
I guess I'm at a loss for words (Okay, she keep callin', she keep callin' every single night)
To feel so close to someone (Day and night, on my mind, please don't kill the vibe
Oh no, I swear to God, I be in my mind)
I guess you never realize how permanently damaging that is

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Said I wanna die, yuh, no, I'm not alright, yuh
I might start a riot, yuh, I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh
So what's up? What you say? Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great
Tired of the fuckin' hate, stackin' cheese all on my plate
Said I wanna die, yuh, no, I'm not alright, yuh
I might start a riot, yuh, I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh
So what's up? What you say? Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great
Tired of the fuckin' hate, stackin' cheese all on my plate

[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]
Listen close, what is this?
Is it heartbreak?
Is it truly what it feels likе?
What it sound like?
What is truly at the essеnce?
Sharp teeth in the chest
Cancer all in the breast
Of the beaten, the beaten, the beaten and bruised
Feelin' like a pawn to the greed of these fools
But I never been a piece of the evil
In the womb of these fake fuck n***as
With they masks up, presume
I'll be telling, if I got a load, I swear I resume (On my conquest)
For the key to the chest where my mind slept
And the love in my heart is a cancer
And I spread it through the wall as an answer
To the cries of the dead and the vanquished
The depressed and the lost and the damned, it's
Preservation of the peace, an ideal world
Never lonely when you flowin' through my mind, girl
[Verse 2: Lil Tjay]
I done been through it, I seen a lot
Made it out, now I feel like I want it all
Money been coming in, gotta stack it tall
If you build this shit right, it won't ever fall
I don't know about y'all, but I gotta ball
When I get in my bag, I just hit the mall
Way before you gon' walk, n***as gotta crawl
N***a saying he gang, well, I don't recall
Tryna make sure my team right
Each, every n***a on go if I give him that green light
He fronted the scene pipes
Shooters right here, little boy, what you mean, fight?
Savagery, I might seem nice
I know n***as checkin' my glizzy, the beam tight
No longer the scheme type
Blue cheese up in 'em, Amiri, my jeans tight
And I gotta eat now
I know mama happy her son on his feet now
I'm bringing the heat now
For 20-two-oh, we shutting the streets down
Lil Tjay a beast now
I got in my Birkin, watch everyone feast now
I mean this from deep down
Don't try to come rob me, you see me don't speak down
[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Said I wanna die, yuh, no, I'm not alright, yuh
I might start a riot, yuh, I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh
So what's up? What you say? Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great
Tired of the fuckin' hate, stackin' cheese all on my plate

[Verse 3: Juice WRLD]
Just got a call from the dark side
Stab wounds in my chest, but I'm alright
I miss my friends, I hate this spotlight
I love my girl, I hate the thot life
Yellow diamonds, shiny pearls
I'm tryna give her the world
I'm tryna show her the world
She ain't no ordinary girl
I know she know, I know she know I'm down and out
Life is a ocean, demons I've been drownin' out
I watch the crowd and crack a smile
I have a job to lead them out
I've been doing so much wrong, even though ma told me to do the right thing
Poppin' pills all night long, in the studio pourin' out my feelings
Can't explain this feeling
Kinda feels like I'm losing even though I'm winning

[Verse 4: Youngboy Never Broke Again]
I come from the bottom, I ain't have a dollar
I'm into it with my mama, I'm dealin' with problems
Thinkin' 'bout all the pain that's up in my system
Wash my clothes in the sink, my lil' brother, he watchin'
I'm with Jordan, my lil' partner, skippin' school for to watch us
Me and Tug in the Nawf, ain't a dime in our pocket
But now both of them dead and it fuck with my head
Who the fuck gon' be there for they kids and they mama?
Got a trenchcoat on and I'm ridin' through the thunder
Waitin' for it go down, got a stick for the puntin'
Know I'll take a n***a life, I ain't doin' no runnin'
Gettin' high all night, when my brain on a hundred
Tryna be on time, we skate from the jakes
Shit gon' pop off, it's a risk that I take
'Fore we knock a block down, we gon' change out the plates
I don't wanna leave home, I'ma raise up the rate
[Bridge: XXXTENTACION]
So outside my misery, I think I'll find
A way of envisioning a better life
For the rest of us, the rest of us
There's hope for the rest of us, the rest of us

[Outro: XXXTENTACION]
Okay, she keep cryin', she keep cryin' every single night
Day and night, on my mind, please don't kill the vibe
Oh no, I swear to God, I be in my mind
Swear I wanna die, yeah, I be in my mind
Said I wanna die, yuh, no, I'm not alright, yuh
I might start a riot, yuh, I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh
So what's up? What you say? Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great
Tired of the fuckin' hate, stackin' cheese all on my plate