[Verse 1: Illmac]
I let my thoughts roam
They been gone so long, that's why I ain't dropped, they just got home
It's been four years I'm locked into my zone (zone)
Took it on the jawbone and got stronger now I flaunt every flaw shown (woah)
Nothing handed to me I don't plan to lose
Life's a beach I got sandy shoes
Going ham 'til I pull a hammy you gotta hand it to me, middle finger and a hand on my family jewels
Can't handle my attitude, I swam into half a gallon of Goose off a handle loose
Know what them Xannies do, call 'em Xanadu's
I'm with the smoke, packing a pack of Kools
10-milligram Addies had me spazzing back when I sang the blues
Act a fool with my clique of animals
Hopping outta pocket like some kangaroos
No lacking, you know where I'm at, check the latitude
Point the trigger finger at me, there's at least three pointed back at you
Anywho the vegan nani sweet as apple juice and passionfruit
Jump in the box and then I crash like Bandicoot
She a savage like Fenty, La Femme Nikita hold the heater
Don't fuck with Mona Lisa but she my Rosalía

[Chorus: Illmac]
I can't lie to myself, saying I ain't the one, ain't the one
No I, I can't lie to myself, no, let me shine
Leave me alone and live my life
Enter my soul won't dim my light, for you
(I don't, live my life in guilt so I won't, dim my light for you, yeah)
I don't, (live my life in guilt) live my life, (live my life in guilt) for you
(Live my life in guilt so I won't, dim my light for you)
[Verse 2: Illmac]
Ay, gotta hustle through the pain hit the kill switch
Lotta trouble on my brain gotta deal with
Pulling luggage off a plane off a guilt trip
Couple hundred to my name, now I feel rich (real shit)
We only here a brief moment in time
Which reminds me, keep going and grind
Keep control of my vibe and each moment is mine
Might've blew a shot or two, I'm reloaded it's fine
I ain't tripping off that, nah
I been living off rap but I was getting off packs so I ain't finna fall back
We don't consider y'all feelings we consider y'all wack (wack)
If I put a hole in one of y'all it get a golf clap
Homie told me move to LA, don't let that shit change you (true)
But watching old friends stay the same's a bit painful (true)
Shows I'm growing right? Humble like
Apologizing after the fight even though you know you right
Lips red exhale, them lips read 'sex sells'
Guess I'm in good company, I invest well
I do this comfortably now and find it funny how
All those who could never fuck with me fuck with me now
They hate's a seed that's stuck in the ground
They tended to it and nothing grew into love for me now
But who's got me love for me, who's fronting, who fucks with me how?
Who's running, who's tied to ankles tugging me down? 'Cause
[Chorus: Illmac]
I can't lie to myself, saying I ain't the one, ain't the one
No I, I can't lie to myself, no, let me shine
Leave me alone and live my life
Enter my soul won't dim my light, for you
(I don't, live my life in guilt so I won't, dim my light for you, yeah)
I don't, (live my life in guilt) live my life, (live my life in guilt) for you
(Live my life in guilt so I won't, dim my light for you, yeah)