[VERSE 1]: Mc Vador
Reminiscing to the days when
When I first laid my eyes and realized that we cannot just be friends
Chillin every weekend
But now the fights never stop who know when will that streak end
Fighting demons Bitches lustin on me
Saying to leave and start over again
Fuck Im sober again
So its time to light up and forget bout my problems all over again
How long can I push it aside ?
Got me acting like theres nothing to hide
Can't talk bout feelings know you despise
But Im stuck on you girl like I am hypnotized Shoulda just stayed about my money
Ben Frank dont switch and act funny
Path we been thru, ups downs, been bumpy You won't let me go like you need something from me
Believe me homie I tried Til i Seen
That look in her eyes
Silent phone calls she'd just cry
Sayin anything so I wouldn't say bye
First time lookin Askin God why ?
If I could go back I wouldn't say hi
Cuz now I gotta stay high
To keep negative thoughts off my mind

[HOOK]: Mc Vador
I love her I dont
I dont know what I want
Love is a drug and cannot compare to the shit that im on
I love her i Do
Shawty brighten the room
I want her but dont wanna end up lookin like a fool
I want her I dont want her
I dont know what I want
But I ain't gonna front like I dont love her
I want her I dont want her
Can't make up my mind
Sitting here thinkin and wasting my time
While the next bitch is here and she waiting in line

[BRIDGE]: Mc Vador
How ima separate from her without dying
She was my baby
She drove me crazy
Not in a bad way she doing things I was afraid
Why she had to play me
She said we would have babies
Im still here debating on being with her even tho she been shady

[VERSE 2]: Mc Vador
Fuck that I dont need this shit
Dont need the bitch Ima change the locks take the keys and shit
Get a keyless whip, new crib, Hit the strip
Do things thatll make me have to plead the fifth Get a grip You won't catch me slip
Cop a zip, Smoke it til my fingertips Hit a lick, Know im equipped with clips
Lashin out from a fuckin relationship
Bitches break hearts Turn n***as to savage
Fall for another bitch I will not have it
Played me now this love shit sound tragic
So ima play bitches come round and bring havoc
How can you blame me for passing the favor How can you not see why I cannot hate her Going in nonstop pen and a paper
This is the first hit come back for more later