Origami Beats
Inner Demons ft. Sadboyprolific (Prod. Origami)
[Chorus]
The fact I'm alive today
Is all thanks to God
Sending (?) my way
Luckily I'm safe
My soul is safe
From the evil things in space
I wore a mask on my face
I will not cave, I will not stand to (?)
[Verse One: Rey-Infinite]
Time has been passing, my mind has some traffic
I'm numb in emotion, aggressively passive
These thoughts in my head are making me saddened
But I will not fold, I'm not paper, won't have it
I'm rapping these thoughts through this music
I'm passing, the passion is tragic, still laughing like magic
The pain that I'm masking, it's harder to hide
The fact that I'm mentally dying inside
Throw away love and throw away pride
Then you will start to eventually find
That you are slowly losing your mind
Still keep a smilе and try to unwind
Keep others happy, just keep up the lie
I am not fakе, it's just demons I hide
Sadness is present heart openly cries
But I will not show it before I will die
All of these thoughts in my head, it's true madness
Demons feel weakness and want the advantage
Bluntly, my demons translate to the past
It's eating away at my life, kick and grasp it
It's so difficult just to reach up and grab it
But I won't give up 'til my breath's at it's last and
I overcome all of my demons and pass 'em
Thanking the Lord for my time everlasting
Writing this down on a pen and a pad
It helps me cope with the stress that I have
Lately, I've been so depressed but I am
Hopefully passing that stage as I land
Back on the ground as I relearn to stand
Take a step back and just know I'm the man
Fucked up but I'm doing all that I can
Hands up to fight as I sink in the sand
[Chorus]
The fact I'm alive today
Is all thanks to God
Sending (?) my way
Luckily I'm safe
My soul is safe
From the evil things in space
I wore a mask on my face
I will not cave, I will not stand to (?)
[Verse Two: Sadboyprolific]
Demons come after me, now they be chokin' me
Tryin' to destroy all my hopes and dreams
I want to end it so I grip the rope
Twist it around my neck, better not choke
Blade to my wrist as a way to cope
I'm not alright when I'm left on my own
Sit in my room and all I do is cry
Demons consume me, I just want to die
Smoke in my lungs, I gotta be numb
Can't ruin my life, I cannot succumb
To these thoughts of, thoughts of depression
Just gotta release this pent up aggression
So I pick up a brush and paint my tapestry
Try and block out all the demons coming after me
But it's kinda hard to ignore yourself
They are part of me and I need some help
This is a burden and gift so I use it
Turn all the rage into music
If pain's a language, I'm fluent
I grab the mic and spit it so lucid
I'm seeing clearly, vision isn't clouded
Climbed over depression like it's a mountain
Now I'm spewing truth from my mouth like a fountain
Overcame currents, I'm no longer drowning
Turn my hardships into lessons to learn from
Lack people's respect so I had to earn some
Fuck all my demons, I'm better without 'em
Don't give into the sin that they are spouting
Don't give into sin that they are spouting
Fuck all my demons, I'm better without 'em
Fuck all my demons, I'm better without 'em