Ha Ha, Then What... ;)

I'm letting my hair grow long down past my eyes and my ears

Every body part you recognize, every limb you've held onto for years

This is just a simple action with a gravity you can't deny

It's in the way I'm going out with friends

It's in the way the sun sets in your eyes



I'm not responsible for making you feel anything

So if I'm not at home, well I'll be around

Just don't go looking for me



You caught me in a nervous breakdown

You caught me with some scissors in my hands

I'm breaking all my promises

I'm losing everything I am

Truth is that I'm not going anywhere

Some days it kills me just to speak

Replay your every movement

I'll watch you like a cutout movie scene

Don't tell me that you're doing better

Just let me miss you from afar

And I will learn to adapt to the distance

I will drive with no one in my car



If it gets to be too heavy

I will scream until I spit out both my lungs

I will stare into the deep, dark nothing

Until I vaguely see the sun



I'm not responsible for making you feel anything

We're fucked and alone

I'm not happy or sad, I'm just not anything