[Intro: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline, SWIM]
My smile is choking me
My smile is choking me
Yeah, uh

[Verse 1: SWIM & Jadagrace]
Me and you know who got secrets
Ain't been speaking in some months (Ain't been speaking in some months)
N***as always on my nerve (Always on my nerve)
Hit my line like, "what do you want?"
I remember what you said (I remember what you said)
That shit echoes in my head (Echoes in my head)
Should've never even told you that I would rather be dead
You know everybody sins, I apologize
Why you gotta act, gotta dramatize?
I prefer to be alone, that's a lot of times
Can't control when I'm lonely, I gotta hide
Disguise, can't compare me to these guys
Reach high, young n***a, better reach high
Reach high, young n***a, better reach high
Reach high, young n***a, better reach high (Oh)

[Bridge: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline]
I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
Away from all my foes
My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
I smile but they don't know
I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
You know, but you don't know
You know, but you don't know (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
You know, but you don't know
I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
Away from all my foes (Away from all my phones)
My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
I smile but they don't know (I smile, but they don't know)
I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah)
You know, but you don't know (Know)
You know, but you don't know (Know; but you don't)
You know, but you don't know (But you don't)
[Verse 2: TJOnline & Jadagrace]
Dumbbells hang from the crease of my lips, ellipsis
Hard to smile when your heart's denial eclipses
Brain matter ain't matter, scrub your hands in circles
Makes the blood go down the drain faster
Had to learn that from the past, the asterisk
That's probably why I'm a pacifist
That's probably why I was cowardly
When you were askin' me whether I had the fix, I did
I just didn't use it
Maybe I knew deep down it would end this way regardless
Resentment, the garbage is imminent
It's hard to be indiscriminate (Oh)
When you've been in the trenches
With the men and the women you see as Avengers
Just to let tensions test dimensions
Benedict couldn't prevent this (Oh)
I wasn't Baptist first, I was Seventh Day Adventist
That's why apathy is my greatest temptress, uh (Oh)
Give me a minute I need a milligram
Somebody get 'em he spinning, ceiling fan
Did I make a band tryna make a family?
Was I ever the man or just a middleman? Damn (Oh)
Damn

[Chorus: TJOnline, Jadagrace & TJOnline & Jadagrace]
These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth
My smile is choking me (My smile is choking me)
These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth (Oh)
My smile is choking me (Oh)
[Outro: SWIM, Jadagrace, TJOnline & Jadagrace]
Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)
Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)
(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)
Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)
Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
(My smile is choking me, my smile is—)