[Intro: SWIM]
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What the f—

[Verse 1: Jadagrace, SWIM, & Both]
Movin' too careless, I barely been hittin' therapy
Hide all my demons, they may embarrass me
Weight of the world attempted to bury me
Cargo pilot couldn't fly how much I'm carrying
I mean, jeez, Jada G, can you believe what we seen in life?
Me and you are like Jesus Christ made a genius twice
These days, can only hit up legends to receive advice
Stuck through all the lows, no surprise when we reached the heights
I only want the paper, not the plastic
I've been making changes and they drastic
Lost a piece of me and it was tragic
I done been through things you can't imagine
I wish that I could tell you how it happened

[Verse 2: SWIM & Jadagrace]
Shoulda never turned my friends to a franchise
Woke up and I noticed my hands tied
So tight together, I can't pray
You left and it felt like a friend died
What happened? Shhh, n***a, I can't say
I felt a lot of hurt, but this the worst by a landslide
Tales of happy endings turnin' out to be fan-made
Secrets that we hid became so big that they can't hide
I'm a decent actor, but some actions I can't fake
Ah, ay Dios mio, R.I.P. to my favorite trio
Three amigos, been linked since embryo
Three seeds who turned dreams to money trees
Then one leaves and turns fruit to bittersweet
Fuck you mean there's no more shoulder to lean?
Who do I tell my dreams, where can I send all these memes?
Who can I plot and scheme, or share my favorite ice cream with?
When the closest leaves, there's no one to even grieve with
[Verse 3: SWIM & Jadagrace]
Damn, we had plans to be best man
Wedding flowers and baby showers we s'posed to attend
Godfather to my kid in case tragedy wins
We was s'posed to be fam til the wrinkly skin
Fans screaming "G.T.", never hear it again
This a pain even group therapy couldn't mend
Even though you broke my heart, hid the pieces and ran
I still love you til the end, do your shit, best friend, mm
I hope you been makin' your bed, you know, takin' your meds, you know, stackin' your bread
Better eat all your veggies, stay up outta your head
I hope your buildin' healthy habits to combat all the stress
I hope you know I pray to God that you're blessed, despite the hurt that you left
You did it over a text, and like I only take cash, that card is hard to accept
That pill is hard to digest
And shit, what even hurts more, is it was all for the best