I Poped 20 pills at home
I was there empty and alone
Went to the roof, thinking about
That my heart like a stone
I was so goddamn happy
But ended up lonielest
You will say, that the messages
Were saying opposite

But i was lying, lying, lying
That i am not dying, dying, dying today,(today)
That i wasn't crying, crying, crying at all
But you never tried to save me and i fall.(fall)
(2х)

Я заглушаю свою боль спиртом
Беспорядок в голове - дымом
И чтобы снять с себя чувств метку
Я приму уж не первую таблетку
Хочу вылезти из этого дерьма
Каждый раз вылезая иду глубже
И без слов ясно, твоя жизнь хуйня
Ты говорила, нет никого меня лучше

But i was lying, lying, lying everyday
That i am not dying, dying, dying today,(today)
That i wasn't crying, crying, crying at all
But you never tried to save me and i fall.(fall)
(2х)

And my thoughts like Typhoon
Without you
I would like to be on moon
Alone, all alone