If it's getting harder, than it's ever been
Stand in line with me, my friend
Cause we've seen bad, but it's getting worse
And it's starting to feel like fucking torture

We can hang around
She can hang around
Until we all just kill ourselves

The band in my brain, won't always play the same song
And I'm afraid

Everyone knows my stomach always hurts
And these days its getting worse
I've held on to too many things
To pretend that I can swim

And ill cry every day
Cause I'm afraid to kill myself

I'm ashamed, ashamed
I'm afraid, afraid

And my friends they'll say
"You're okay. Okay?"
But I'm alone, alone
And I can't take it anymore

So I don't care
If you say, "you're okay"

Cause it's one thing to say
And another thing to feel

And right now I don't know what's real