(Hook: Boy Melody) I don’t know what happens when you die nah
So I'm just tryin to get it while alive yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how its gonna end
I’ll be counting millis in a benz
I’ve let go of all my fear
I don’t need a souvenir

(Verse 1) I don't what happens when I die
I know they will be no service on the after life
I'm up there in heaven, I don't know how to get back to you
I want to go back with you
Since I'm up here, there's no exit to escape
It feels like I'm locked in a cage like an ape
I want to go with you and our kids
I want to go back and see your smiling faces
I want to stay alive
Please god bring me back to life
I want to go back to what I'm doing
Can't you just see I'm trying to follow my dream
My family are besides me crying for me
Please god I'm telling to do this for me
I'm trying to become a better person
I learned those are the stuff I'm not suppose to mess with

(Hook: Boy Melody) I don’t know what happens when you die nah
So I'm just tryin to get it while alive yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how its gonna end
I’ll be counting millis in a benz
I’ve let go of all my fear
I don’t need a souvenir

(Verse 2) God I know I made a lot of mistakes
The pain that you cause to my family is what you made
Please bring me back to life
I want to go back with my wife
You said you'll bring me back
I'll be helping my fam out by making stacks
I promise you to be better
I'll always be happy besides her
I woke up and I was happy
My family were right beside me
I want to thank you god
I know life can be hard
I'll make better choices
I won't make anymore mistakes
I know one to end this
By saying Amen

(Hook: Boy Melody) I don’t know what happens when you die nah
So I'm just tryin to get it while alive yeah
Heaven won't you let me in
I have gambled everything
I can tell you how its gonna end
I’ll be counting millis in a benz
I’ve let go of all my fear
I don’t need a souvenir