[Verse 1]
Is this how I'm suppose to feel?
Is there anything else for my heart to heal?
I guess there isn’t
I think this is the end
But I need to keep my head straight cause I'm doing this
I love writing music
I won't let anyone get in my way
I don’t want to stay in silence
I don't want to feel this pain
I want it to go away
Tell me why doesn't everyone feel the same
Fuck off I'll say it anyway

[Chorus]
Lately I've been feeling depressed
I can't sleep cause the devil won't let me rest
Is this how I'm suppose to live?
I can’t deal with this shit
Tell if I was right all along
Tell me if I was ever wrong
Lately I’ve been feeling depressed
I can't sleep cause the devil won’t let me rest
Is this how I'm suppose to live?
I can't deal with this shit
Tell if I was right all along
Tell me if I was ever wrong

[Verse 2]
All i want to do is yell out the words
I will be nothing from this fucking world
I just wish anyone could come up to me and tell me what I need to do
God all you ever told is to trust you
But no miracle ever happened to me
This is what I need you to see
All the pain that I'm dealing with
You see it but you don’t do shit about it
I always end up in fights with my family
But I hope someday they will be proud of me
I'll be good someday in the future
I won't do anything bad to become a loser
That's someone that I want to be
Someone with a smile and be happy
That's the life I want
That's the life I want

[Chorus]
Lately I've been feeling depressed
I can't sleep cause the devil won't let me rest
Is this how I'm suppose to live?
I can't deal with this shit
Tell if I was right all along
Tell me if I was ever wrong
Lately I've been feeling depressed
I can't sleep cause the devil won't let me rest
Is this how I'm suppose to live?
I can't deal with this shit
Tell if I was right all along
Tell me if I was ever wrong