[Hook: Boy Melody]
I’m caught in between everything that I am
I can’t look away, only you understand
I try to deny that we’ll crash in the end
We’ll crash in the end, crash in the end
You beg me to go and then beg me to stay
Cuz nobody else gets you feeling this way
Distracting yourself from the things that you hate
The things that you hate, things that you hate

[Verse 1]
I honestly don’t know what to say
I honestly just love you
Do I have to? Do I have to lose you?
My heart hurts
It really hurts
What do I do
I never thought I’d love you
It’s like dominoes
You fall for someone, they fall for somebody else
Hey what’s it feel like knowing she'd rather be mine
Knowing I'd be holding her tight
It all happened in the wrong time
If we’d danced on another line
I regret saying no
I regret ever letting go
And now it’s done
You probably hate me
You’ve moved on
And it’s my all my fault
That were done
I don't wanna cry when you left
It was you and me, used to be
Guess you moved on and I cried about it
Nothing I could do but watch you laugh
Writing every song about the what if
Baby don't end it
Its not worth it
Life's nothing without you
Suicide isn't the answer
You're the only person that I care about whats alive
You die then I die
I've seen your shoes behind the line
I've seen your face a hundred times
But only in my mind
The rest of me is left behind
I layed there passed out in the couch
Words falling from my mouth
Maybe I like drinking too much
I could see myself losing touch

[Hook: Boy Melody]
I’m caught in between everything that I am
I can’t look away, only you understand
I try to deny that we’ll crash in the end
We’ll crash in the end, crash in the end
You beg me to go and then beg me to stay
Cuz nobody else gets you feeling this way
Distracting yourself from the things that you hate
The things that you hate, things that you hate

[Verse 2]
Where did you go? Why did you disappear?
I swear to God losing you is one thing that I fear
You don't know the emotions that I feel when I'm with you
And when we're not together, it's certain that I miss you
The only time I get to see you, girl, is in my dreams
With you on my mind 24/7, I wonder if you miss me
Cause I miss you, Now I'm going through depression
I miss you, but you left me hangin dealing with this illness
I can never sleep
I see you in my dreams
Why did you leave me
In my head I hear screams
Angels and demons calling
I'm sinking
I'm falling
I'm drowning
I'm crawling
Got the angel on my left
And the devil on my right
Days become nights
The sun don't shine
The grass ain't greener on the other side
I close my eyes and vision a better way of livin
Workin everyday to try to make it through her decision
But my heart been broken
Feelin like i am the only one

[Hook: Boy Melody]
I’m caught in between everything that I am
I can’t look away, only you understand
I try to deny that we’ll crash in the end
We’ll crash in the end, crash in the end
You beg me to go and then beg me to stay
Cuz nobody else gets you feeling this way
Distracting yourself from the things that you hate
The things that you hate, things that you hate