Trial tribulations
Vibe thru elation
Dire situation
We rise to occasion
No time for escaping
Lies or debating
Crown's for the taking
I'm down for the mayhem
Drowned in the matrix
Bound to my failures
Digging up my fears it's why I'm partly evasive
I try to please you all please fault me for fakin
A hallowed heart without your love God I'm forsaken
Lift the curse I'm aching
Pardon me from satan
Poor decision making that was part of the equation
I see it through your eyes you think its hardly worth
Saving
Hardly worth your patience got me reminiscing days
We'd be on a binge and watching every series made
Or making dinner plate desserts assorted belly trays
We were barely paid but somehow we made a way
Even under wage, we wage war til the odds turned the
Other way
In disarray from the bougie booze and entrees
My feng shui
Spiritual energy is unscathed
My moral pedigree is unfazed
You might be giving shade but I glisten when I sun
Bathe
And yet I darken due to sun rays
May be your bright and shining armor one day
See right now, on a mission
Right now, calm and distant
Right with the wrong vision, worshiping the palm
Itching
Now I truly ball different
I'm working all shifts
The early birdie gone fishin'
Writing my own scripts
I once considered shop lifting
My mother lost it
And now I'm into song flipping
To make your soul lift
This feeling like a sole riff
My vocals so crisp
I had a bone picked
I'm talking grown shit
Messy endings that'll leave your on your own shit
And have you fighting for like half of what you own shit
I ain't have to tote the chrome to shoot my own clip
W no grip on no hip just my phone bish
I built my own lane
I ain't pitch no cocaine
Took a hold of propane
Went and built my own flame
Nowadays I flow pain
I got no shame
I tell it all and to your disbelief you watch the boi
Change
Ion play round with anything I know the consequence
Least the lesson's learned I will never hurt your heart
Again

All from the heart
Where do I start?
Pick myself Apart? Pick the brains over?