[Kill Bill: The Rapper]
I'm embarrassed
Hide my face from every corner that I cherished
I ignored you out of fairness
As your fingers tapped the glass, I watched the Earth shake
Dodging laser pointed gazes from a perched place
How grim is this?
Shaky is the penmanship
Skipped dinner, missed dessert
I’ve been graded to my thinnest strips
Won't grimace if it hurts
It's troxler’s fading with the presence
Look too hard, I disappear
All this bitterness around me
I been harvesting for years
See I've been drinking, it's a Monday
You don't wanna know the time
I'm ignoring all the homies
If I'm lying then I'm dying
I'm like one step away from discontinued
Discounted, understanding your decision
If you wanted a discussion
Lemme tell you what this isn’t
What you want from me?
Tank full of stagnant water
While you want me to be thankful
To have a slaughter in the first place
Tracing the fastest comet
All you fuckers should be grateful
You had to profit in the worst ways
All of that said I’mma say it
I've seen some shit that you wouldn’t believe
Was there a gun to your head or a knife to your throat
I'm like, homie, you couldn't just leave?
I've been up counting these scars on my psyche
I’m thinking there isn't much room for another
I'm done trynna cover for you
I've got enough bruises to cover
[Chorus: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
Face my window, keep on clicking
I hear tap, tap, tap
Collecting info, save my image
All these tracks, tracks, tracks
It's like I want it
I don't want it
But you think I want it
I live inside your fantasies
I live inside your wallet
Frog to minnow
I keep slipping in this sap, sap, sap
I let my skin show
Now you sifting through my scraps, scraps, scraps
It's like I want it
I don't want it
But you think I want it
I live inside your fantasies
I live inside your wallet

[Verse 2: Rav]
Give em a hand, they'll take your torso
Misunderstand your stance, your source code
I won't trust man
I won't endorse one
'Til pigs fly like in Porco Rosso
They will track you, they so resourceful
They'll demand your remorse and more so
The strength you have
And then hoard each morsel
Conduct wack but enforce yours cordial
All the weight, all the way on me
None on you (mmhmm)
All the fade, all the name-calling
How uncouth (mmhmm)
Fall from grace, calling it fate
If y'all want to (mmhmm)
Heartless gaze harboring hate
As thick as marmalade
You've grown so cold with this shit
Quick to judge
Prone to dismiss
Moving with reckless abandon
Knowing I ain't posing a risk
Never demanded your ear
Grateful you gathered around
I keep on letting you near
But you keep on letting me
Down
Boundaries
Hard to lay down boundaries when my current profession oftentimes depends on a highly detrimental drought of these
Balance simple enough in theory
But in practice it always feels out of reach
I don't wanna get too close ever again
Reclaim what I can and get out for me
(Yuh!)
[Chorus: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
Face my window, keep on clicking
I hear tap, tap, tap
Collecting info, save my image
All these tracks, tracks, tracks
It's like I want it
I don't want it
But you think I want it
I live inside your fantasies
I live inside your wallet
Frog to minnow
I keep slipping in this sap, sap, sap
I let my skin show
Now you sifting through my scraps, scraps, scraps
It's like I want it
I don't want it
But you think I want it
I live inside your fantasies
I live inside your wallet