Kill Bill: The Rapper
BAD ENDING
[Verse 1: Rav]
Pulling on the clock for time
I was sure I'd find the moment
To scale my fucking spine and grab the wires I'm controlled with
Promised to myself I wouldn't compromise emotions
Promised to make time, now the time has runneth over
Turning to new faces, while holding onto the past
Afraid if I unclench my fist there's nothing in it's grasp
This side is outta grass
No windows in this house
No doors to welcome victims of morale
My thinking's out of bounds
Clipped through the floor and still falling
Take a look at me now, ma
I'm Phil Collins
Another day in paradise for a wretched parasite
Petrifying when I share
Please don't stare into my eyes
Got my priorities wrong
Pulled my head outta the earth and you were already gone
This arc deadly
Discard self-esteem, call my mom
But don't nobody wanna hear me, like an R Kelly song
I made a-
I made a promise to myself I couldn't keep
I met a lot of eyes that now won't look at me
I move around the planet, still my footing week
The man with eyelashes made of crooked teeth
Broken brain, eroding body, when I die
Study the brain and don't make copies
But for now I'm in my domain calmly rotting
Looking like a walking cold case probably
Arrows wrap around my neck
One false move and I'm bound for death
And as the seconds fly by I'm trynna count what's left
[Refrain: Rav]
(And I can never take back what I lost back then)
[Verse 2: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
S-
Scattered thoughts collected on the tongue
Before completion's met
I let a stranger in my home
My cabinet's filled with deep regret
With open arms outstretched, I'm uninvited from embrace
You took 'bout everything you could except the slime from out my face
My tongue nestle unsettled syllables bumping shoulders
It's like the title track was tainted, interludes bubble over
Just stepping slowly and deliberately
Don't know me, ain't a friend to me
So when you shame my hand I can't ignore the greater plan
It's just a road without a sign
A face without a name
A mite without a meal, and I can't take it out my brain
You only know how to wiggle
And I can't fault the movement of your body
But I can damn sure point a finger
When you do it so damn sloppy
Parasites against horizons float along against my gaze
The glint of happiness before me's a reminder I'm your prey
[Refrain: Rav]
And I can never take back what I lost back then
[Spoken Word: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
It's just another can of worms
Just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms
[Verse 3: Scuare]
Damn
I've been rockin' the same outlook since I was like ten
Breaking down alone in spite of all my nice friends
Praying for life's end
Same time too afraid of displaying the right sense
Or laying down alone and just taking it right then
Been a coward from the start so I cater to my lens
Focus don't matter, can't afford it, I might cringe
Been courting my own lies, stay fashioned to my whims
I'm back and I'm Mike Pence, happy the vice ends
I'm rappin' 'til my money gets like-
The chances of me never being happy in my skin
Right?
Facts don't really matter to a figment
The trash that survives us all will define our existence
So many moments blink by with the quickness
My purpose ain't your business, some surface level interests
And personal intentions
It hurts when I don't understand the reasons why I did shit
But I won't suffer a fool
If you really think I'm blind there's no one dumber than you
[Spoken Word: Kill Bill: The Rapper & Rav]
It's just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms (And I can never take back what I lost once then)
It's just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms
It's just another can of worms(Mmm)