[Intro]
Oh Lord hear me
God please send her to me yeah
God please send her to me yeah...
Can't escape from crossing fate
Don't give up
Cross my heart that I love...
Her

[Verse]
I put my faith inside an uncaring god's palm
Ten years until my paradigm shifted
DMC dialogue, I ran the walls in my skull until my feet bled black
I'm near the peak, step back
I felt your eyes graze my silhouette 'til the moon sank
Kerosene flare, I'm fit to wet 'em with two tanks
Fucked up, I lost my friends again and again
It's always words I should've said that fucking drip from my pen
I put my pride above an altar, swinging like it's feeding time
My apologies are buried in the deepest mines
Trees fall, wind blows, demons dine
And it's not my fucking place to hold your hand between the lines
I looked inside my mirror, swear I saw my future self
Diamond noose around his neck, like "This ain't how you prove yourself"
Tread lightly, move with stealth, feeling like the end times
I'm positive the reaper don't care 'bout how I bend rhymes
He don't
Lately death been on my mind, and shit, it scares me
Try to speak through my screams, I lose my teeth in my dreams
Peak awareness, pupils scanning left to right
Christian grandmama ask me why I left the light
Self-doubt, it left me broken as hell
I felt so see-through in the crowd, it felt like Ghost in the Shell
My major made ya, Kusanagi
Shooting sloppy, miss the mark
I bruise my body, breaking bark
If you could stop me, you would stop me
Don't lie to my face, I ask if I'm in my place
If I'm not, then fucking put me there
I feel like all you pussies scared
Blade sink inside the stone and don't come out
I faced the scrutiny, yet opened up my mouth
Still, fuck the opps, I hope they drown inside the fires
Every damn opinion come from clout or tired bias
I've been taking backwards steps, speaking with my Baphomet
And y'all gon' think I sold my soul 'cause I no longer know my role
I feel so free
So motherfucking free
Rip the roe from out the guts of my mermaid
I shot my unicorn a while ago
Find my reindeer inside the snow
What you want from out my raps, a couple fairy tale endings?
Shit, I don't know, we was kids
Stuck inside a dusty snowglobe
Taking shit to turn our brainstems to runny froyo
We was nothing, we was nothing
We was nothing special
Banging two rocks together in the hopes of making metal
I told myself that summertime will never end, but I ain't seen July in years, cold winters dry my tears
[Outro]
Rip the roe from out the guts of my mermaid
I shot my unicorn a while ago
Find my reindeer inside the snow
What you want from me?