Forty
Journal forty
Um, this one's a fun one
So, I was thinking about it a lot and I've just wronged... so many people
And I- I was so shocked at first cause I was like, "I'm not a bad person"
Y'know like... like- like... I sh- I- It's my responsibility
But it's- it's not
Like it wasn't me wanting to be malicious
And I realize because of the environment I've been in
Who I was like- who I've seen, who have been my role models
Role models and inspirations for friendships and relationships
Whether or not it be truly inspirations but just what I thought was the norm
And- and it's something I've had to rewire
What I've been shown, and what I've been given in a lot of scenarios is so harmful
And it affects me a lot
And it's terrifying to think anyone, no matter how malicious or how good their intentions are
They can hurt others in friendships, relationships, or whatever it may be

Yeah, um
Short one for today
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That's the journal