[Verse 1: Rivilin]
I don’t wanna feel this way
Yeah, another bottle down, yeah liver fills with pain
Taken from the words of a ghost
I see you up against the wall sadness burning in my throat
Sick of being used, sick of not being the one
A heavy cloud fogs my brain, time stops yeah you tears bring the rain
Smoke another blunt wash anxiety away
Never sober here in your bed so we let our love just decay

[Chorus: Rivilin]
You watch me washed out
I see you standing here above me, reach my hand out by your conscious fills with doubt
This can’t be real love
Your blowing kissеs at my cheek and when I needed you, you nevеr were there
You watch me washed out
I see you standing hear above me, reach my hand out by your conscious fills with doubt
You left me messed up
Now I struggle to let the ones I love in pacing back and forth I scream out

[Verse 2: Rivilin]
See you’re smiling there at me, watching all the spaces in between
I'm a moth that doesn’t learn, dance around you till I burn
Trapped in attics see sketches of your face on the walls
Eyes moving and staring at me you love to poke at my flaws
Sometimes you never knew I was even there
Like just the furniture is moving around im that ghost trapped in your bed
You say I’m perfect yeah, but why aren’t you here
Never sober here in your bed so we let our love just decay
[Verse 3: Vishisdead]
You cast your spells down on me
When the tides run high don’t think just let me go
I don’t really want to keep going
Ever since I found out that you love me years ago
I was bleeding out for you I didn’t have a fucking clue
That everything I ever did was never good enough for you
So tell me what to do
So that I can get rid of you
Never want to do me like that, never want to see me real bad
I see right through you like glass shards in my heart tear me apart
But this was your plan from the start run my name through the grave for some fame
One day you will look at my eyes life was hanging from a rope waiting for the flies
I hope you realize what you’re doing one day
The only time I’m feeling love is from a heartbreak
And I can tell that this was such a mistake
The only time I’m feeling numb is in your arms aye

[Chorus: Rivilin]
You watch me washed out
I see you standing here above me, reach my hand out by your conscious fills with doubt
This can’t be real love
Your blowing kisses at my cheek and when I needed you, you never were there
You watch me washed out
I see you standing hear above me, reach my hand out by your conscious fills with doubt
You left me messed up
Now I struggle to let the ones I love in, pacing back and forth I scream out