[Rivilin]
Looking down im not used to this
Yeah under my feet into the black abyss
Cus i'll stare at it as it stares through me
Yeah its under my skin yeah it yearns to be free

Cus i became the problem i never meant to be
Cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
Cus my mental capacity is over the limit
If i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

Cus you always stare at me like a freak
No, i never understood social interactions
I try to be numb for just one damn secound
So i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

Driving around our old neighborhood
Memories come back and the tears start to swell
Yeah back then i still remember you
If i could come back yeah i would

Most days im know not coping
I'm a piece of shit you know it to be true
You spend to much time just hoping
That if you pray maybe he will come back to you
If i could tell me lost friend something
I hope your listening, i really just miss you
I spend all my time loathing
The fact i let you go i can't accept its true

[SKYLARALLEN]
Tell me it’s all a game
Cause you don’t feel the same
Won't let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page
(Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
Won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain)

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend
Take it all away
Til I know what’s meant for me
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny

Look around
Fall back
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath
Won't last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped