By the willow tree
Yeah you push me back
The time stood still
And I swear I could feel your pain

What’s it like to love someone who can’t get out of bed
Drag the bones across the furniture like I'm not there
Just a decoration to show me that you don’t care
I know you hurt just as much as me
But you know this ain’t fair

What do you mean
What did you say
Why do you care shit
Don’t want to live
Don’t want to leave
Struggle to breathe quit


Panic attacks
Turning to drugs
Don’t want to feel this
Smothered in bed
Floating above
Killing myself
Bliss
What did you mean
What did you hear
Tell em you know shit
Where do I go
Whеre do I turn
Sinking into this

How do I speak
How do I tell
Why don’t you gеt this
Going below
Sinking to hell
I think I love this

I don’t
Get
Why I'm
So alone
Sinking sinking
Fucking sinking
Yeah I'm paralyzed
Bones of stone
Yeah no one gets it
Thoughts of suicide

I don’t get
How I live like this
Breaking, breaking
From depression
Burning inside out
Cutting out everything left
Until I'm filled with doubt
I see the way you look at him
And I just crumble up inside
I think I fell in love
In your car when you picked me up
And I saw your eyes

I had a pretty pest
Petals the pessimist
I had a pretty pest
I overthink and fucked it up alright

What do you mean
What did you say
Why do you care shit
Don’t want to live
Don’t want to leave
Struggle to breathe quit

Panic attacks
Turning to drugs
Don’t want to feel this
Smothered in bed
Floating above
Killing myself
Bliss
What did you mean
What did you hear
Tell em you know shit
Where do I go
Where do I turn
Sinking into this

How do I speak
How do I tell
Why don’t you get this
Going below
Sinking to hell
I think I love this

I don’t
Get
Why I'm
So alone
Sinking sinking
Fucking sinking
Yeah I'm paralyzed
Bones of stone
Yeah no one gets it
Thoughts of suicide

I don’t get
How I live like this
Breaking, breaking
From depression
Burning inside out
Cutting out everything left
Until I'm filled with doubt

I don’t
Get
Why I'm
So alone
Sinking sinking
Fvcking sinking
Yeah I'm paralyzed
Bones of stone
Yeah no one gets it
Thoughts of suicide

I don’t get
How I live like this
Breaking, breaking
From depression
Burning inside out
Cutting out everything left
Until I'm filled with doubt