[Rivilin]
I can't be there. Be there, I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there, I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there, I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there, I can't be there for you
Two eyes to the shallow grave, don’t come no I can’t be saved, remedies for sleep, remedies for ache everything I do ending up in pain shaking on the ground breathing in my brain everyday I day die every time I wake, don’t know where I am, hoping I am sane linger here a bit wasting out the day
I don’t want to be here I don’t want to see this you don’t want to see me, I don’t want to hear this bring it back to me, bring it back to us everything we say turning into to lust
Everything we could have seen, everything we could have been everything about us, everything I don’t say. I’m the stains you scrape off the wall I’m the one who’s just lost it all
That person in the mirror I see, hates you as much as I hate me, it’s that person in the corner of my eye, I linger there and stay for awhile pushing your cigarettes into my neck pull the rope push the chair my life is your debt, I’m your canvas paint me perfect, hang me up and say I’m worth it
I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to see this, you don’t want to see me, I don’t want to hear this, shaking and shaking, your always just taking so won't lock the door and say always just breaking
Everything we could have seen, everything we could have been everything about us, everything I don’t say, bite my tongue just to watch me bleed
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
[sfweeb]
I don’t know what more can I say
Hatred and rage
Hanging around me lingering deep deep down inside my ribcage
Pray for incineration, soon as I open eyes every day
No motivation mental frustration, I'm trying to find a way, yuh
Constantly feeling alone
Minimal serotonin fucking accident prone, don't know where to call home on the precipice around my throat is the rope, the black void inside my head fuck I can't get of bed, ever prevalent dread? Just wanted honesty but now it’s obvious how very little I meant
Fuck me up for your own benefit, yuh
Erasure of feelings through chemicals that’s how I know how to get through the day
Internal body clock counting the minutes down till your boy get to decay
Fuck I was almost deluded enough to have thought that I'd cross your mind I know it’s too late and you hate me but know I'm not always this shit all of the time
[Rivilin]
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you
(I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you)
(I can't be there. Be there I can't be there for you.)